hate

我的心情很乱。我不知我应该接受回他吗？。

这几天我好不开心， 我很怕被骗的感觉。

you always asking me to think of the positive way, but i really dunno how to think of it. u cheated me, it's hard for me to rebuilt trust on u. i hate the feeling of mine now, nobody knows it, this such a feeling is killing me strongly. i hate u why u did such a thing to me, u hurt me, i hate this kinda feeling. how can i have a good future with u. i know u think that it's not a big deal, but to me, it's really miserable and painful. u know why, bcos u never ever cheat on me. this is e 1st time i get hurt from u, that's y i feel lost, i feel painful...

everyday i wonder do u still contact with e girl, wonder what u re doing at every moment. i hate the current feeling of mine!! i hate it!!!