Really thanks to u, Sun.

Fiona says:
afternoon
Fiona says:
happy to meet with you yesterday!!!
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
me too.
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
hope to see u again
Fiona says:
Fiona says:
tomorrow is your birthday
Fiona says:
any programme?
Fiona says:
Happy birthday
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
thanks in advance
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
celebrate with ren lo
Fiona says:
so you will stay at KLG until tomolo
Fiona says:
^^ nice
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
no, will go melaka
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
sun, i'd like to ask u something
Fiona says:
regarding??
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
i really dunno how to decide. go melaka or kl
Fiona says:
huh, actually the time we met yesterday was too little
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
ya. unable to talk to u
Fiona says:
ask you, when do you need to make a decision, i mean the expired date to decide
Fiona says:
need to decide by this month?
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
ya.
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
really confusing
Fiona says:
so your problem is "you wish to go KL, but Ren wants you to stay at Melaka, so you dont know how to make the decision, right?"
*~MOnth of HB~* says:
actually i planned to go there b4, but was quite some time ago. i wish to be in KL as more exposure for me. he's ok with me.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
actually i planned to go there b4, but was quite some time ago. i wish to be in KL as more exposure for me. he's ok with me.
Fiona says:
huh
Fiona says:
if he is OK with you, so your problem now is???
Fiona says:
you are afraid that you couldnt adapt the life in KL?
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
not really. trustfulness is very important in a relationship. this is mutual. i dun have confidence and trust to maintain this relationship if we do apart again. i'm now really in contradiction.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i know u can help me.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
but pity we re unable to much yesterday
Fiona says:
What you are afraid most is if both of you are apart again, maybe you will lose Ren, right?
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
ya/ u read my mind!!!!!!!!!!
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
sun, i think i need to attend ur company course
Fiona says:
So i want to ask you, if you lose Ren, could you accept?
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i really dunno how to answer this Q. very tough!!
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
honestly, i couldn't accept if without him for the time being
Fiona says:
Presume that you work in KL, and coming for few months you will lose Ren. Let you choose, Will you still want to come KL?
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i can't visualize this situation.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
could u pls share with me how to trust ur man when both of u re aparting like last time
Fiona says:
Frankly, to maintain a long term relationship is not easy.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
it's tough for a distance relationship i know.
Fiona says:
For I and CK, we almost talked on the phone each day/one per two day
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i see
Fiona says:
the phone charges are really higher for both of us
Fiona says:
For me, sometimes, the commitment is useful.
Fiona says:
we have same plans always
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i need his commitment, but one thing he totally dun give me any one of them
Fiona says:
like this time when we meet, we will plan for the trip next time.
Fiona says:
That mean we must meet with each other in coming four months
Fiona says:
Wen, i will suggest that what you think of your mind, you should tell Ren
Fiona says:
otherwise he will never understand you
Fiona says:
he might think that you know him, so he doesnt need to say more
Fiona says:
If you dont try he will never have a chance to know what you want or need
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i dunno how to talk to him. i dunno how to start my sentence. i dunno what to say, what to do.
Fiona says:
huh, it is really a problem
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
but i'll try
Fiona says:
yeah
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
u always read my mind, my dear
Fiona says:
but if you really have time, i suggest you to have the course of my company
Fiona says:
you could learn more
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
maybe u can recommend me some of them
Fiona says:
since i come this company, i have developed.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
it's good
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i wan to be like u.
Fiona says:
ya^.^
Fiona says:
so Wen, try to let Ren know what you want!
Fiona says:
Treasure this very special relationship
Fiona says:
He might be the man who will livelong with you in your future
Fiona says:
Both of you could discuss this, if he really support, you will have more confidence to work in KL.
Fiona says:
If at the end you decide to work in Melaka, it is not bad as well. At least Ren is with you.
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
i got it! really thanks to u.
Fiona says:
^^
Fiona says:
OK my boss is coming back soon
Fiona says:
share with me if you have problem
Fiona says:
=)
Fiona says:
see ya and take care yourself
*~MOnth of HBlur~* says:
thanks a million. will do so if any problems come with me. u too!!